All Good Children Read online

  Table of Contents

  ALL GOOD CHILDREN Dayna Ingram

  Copyright

  Dedication

  PROLOGUE Twenty Six Years Earlier

  ONE Jordan

  TWO June

  THREE Jordan

  FOUR Omalis

  FIVE June

  SIX Jordan

  SEVEN Omalis

  EIGHT Jordan

  NINE Omalis

  TEN June

  ELEVEN Jordan

  TWELVE June

  THIRTEEN Omalis

  FOURTEEN Jordan

  EPILOGUE

  Published by Lethe Press at Smashwords.com

  Copyright © 2016 Dayna Ingram

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  ISBN: 1-59021-589-3 / 978-1-59021-589-0

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Names: Ingram, Dayna, author.

  Title: All good children / Dayna Ingram.

  Description: Maple Shade, NJ : Lethe Press, [2016]

  Identifiers: LCCN 2016001794| ISBN 1590215893 (pbk. : alk. paper) | ISBN

  9781590215890

  Subjects: LCSH: Lesbians--Fiction. | GSAFD: Science fiction.

  Classification: LCC PS3609.N4686 A79 2016 | DDC 813/.6--dc23

  LC record available at http://lccn.loc.gov/2016001794

  Cover and interior design

  by Inkspiral Design

  FOR MY MOTHER

  PROLOGUE

  TWENTY SIX YEARS EARLIER

  THROUGH THE BARS ON HIS kitchen window, Dominick Silamo watches Pretoria’s greatest suburb burn. It is a large window and the house is built into the hillside; he can see the whole of the downtown shopping center and the roadblocks trailing off into the smoke-filled horizon. Molotovs and pipe bombs have exploded shops and houses, cars and military vehicles. The smoke is dark and fathomless, and somewhere deep inside it creatures beat their wings like izulu, hunting. Although mythology insists fire is the only means of destroying izulu, the impossible birds-of-prey defy this, swooping and diving through the smoke as the fire consumes all that lies below them.

  Silamo rinses his hands in the sink. He just had this faucet installed two months ago; stainless steel and modern, a symbol of the type of household his family would create here. The faucet handles are diamond-shaped cut glass. The refrigerator is new, too, and the cabinets are refinished, polished mahogany. Marble countertops were meant to be installed next week. He hadn’t decided about the kitchen floorboards yet; they are scuffed and splintering in loose spots near the table. He was waiting until next week to look at tile samples for possible replacement.

  The fires haven’t yet reached the hillside; the small cul-de-sac is safe from them for now. The street has not, however, been able to avoid looters and opportunists. He hears alarms sounding off in his neighbors’ identical two-story houses. No one has tried to break into his home. He is the chief of police. Things will have to grow a little more dire before they dare to explore his place.

  He cannot think—does not want to think—how things could grow more dire. There are izulu in the air, straight out of storybooks and into their city, perhaps not summoning bolts of lightning but still as deadly. They swoop down into the streets and skewer citizens with their talons, lifting them up and up and up and then dropping them down and down and down. Bullets do not stop them; they are indifferent to bullets. No one has gotten close enough to try a knife, least of all him. Some folklore enthusiast thought of fire, and now here is Silamo, sweating in his unfinished kitchen, taking a break from packing the last of his bags.

  Silamo selects a mug from the rack above the window and fills it with water. His gulps are greedy and loud. He wipes his forehead with the back of his wrist. Though the fires seem confined to the commercial centers, the heat has risen with the ash-black smoke. Silamo has stripped to a white sleeveless undershirt, nearly translucent with his sweat, and porous cotton slacks cinched with a plain belt. In his front pocket he carries his badge and identification, a small roll of large bills and his wedding band. In the living room next to the couch are three duffel bags filled primarily with underwear and socks, a bit more money, a compass and a road map of South Africa. The keys to his Jeep are on the table by the front door. He is almost ready to go but he must do this one last thing.

  He saw them coming up the abandoned street while packing the final duffel bag upstairs. The Lieutenant General of the National Defense Force and two of the izulu. Just walking, strolling even, slow and steady strides with the smoke curling like a beckoning finger behind them. Lieutenant General Zuma led the way; the creatures kept pace behind him. Silamo’s heart stopped then sped up. As they drew closer, he found himself studying the lieutenant general’s uniform: pressed olive green suit adorned with silver and red military medals that gleamed in the sun; stiff octagon of a hat stamped snug over a sweating forehead. The suit was fitted, it moved with Zuma’s body, sighed when he sighed, tensed when he tensed, sweated when he sweated. Silamo couldn’t process it. He needed a drink of water.

  There is a knock on the door. They actually knock. Silamo stands in his kitchen, mug of water in one hand, the other pressed against his fleshy stomach. He wonders what will happen if he pretends not to be home, but they must know already he is here or they would not have walked all this way. He sets the mug on the lip of the counter and moves for the other room but the mug has been precariously placed and it topples. As he exits the kitchen, he hears it thud and crack simultaneously against the floorboards, and he reflexively issues a stern hiss—“Shh!”

  Silamo places both palms against the heavy front door, whispers a quick prayer, pulls back the bolt locks and opens the door.

  The izulu enter first.

  They tower over him, a man his mother always lovingly referred to as a giant, her little giant. They tower over him and make him feel like a child again, plaintive cries for his mommy tickling the back of his throat. Nine feet maybe, they have to duck under the doorframe and hunch slightly so as not to graze the ceiling. Their faces are the most striking, bald as they are against the coarse feathers that sheathe their bodies. The skin is pale and appears riddled with gooseflesh, something you want to touch but don’t want to touch. It crinkles around the eyes and smoothes around the protrusion of the beak. These two have similar but different beaks, and Silamo wonders, while he can still muster enough unclouded thought to wonder, if the beaks of all izulu are different. The one on the left is serrated along its under edge and pointed at the tip, its nostrils placed about halfway down the shaft. The one on the right is sharp-edged but smooth with a tip that hooks downward. The color of the left is as peach pale as the bald head, the color of the right melds from pale to coal black at its hooked end. Their eyes are different too, though Silamo doesn’t linger too long on them; the left’s are red, the right’s are a jaundiced yellow.

  They push through the doorframe and Silamo backs up into the living room, ankles nudging his wife’s old knitting rocker. He watches them walk into the space, an awkward shuffle on their taloned feet, so unused to such movements. What they really want to do is fly. What they really want to do is pierce his shoulders with those talons and lift him into the skies and fly and fly and fly until he grows too heavy. But what they do inside his home is shuffle to either side of the living room’s arched threshold and turn their disturbing faces toward Lt. Gen. Zuma.

  Zuma walks between the sentries with his hands clasped casually behind his back, his dark face filled with a toothy grin. His own eyes
are rheumy with age, the green irises once vibrant, faded after forty years of military service. He has seen so much, Silamo knows; a hero as Silamo himself was growing up, yearning for someone to emulate. Silamo recalls meeting him for the first time at a fundraising event four years ago, the summer he became Chief of Police. He was so struck by the upright brilliance of the man then—how straight and tall he stood, even so close to retirement age; how magnificently he smiled, with his entire face, at each guest and shook every hand—that only after several liters of strong beer could Silamo even approach him. He remembers looking into the old lieutenant general’s eyes and being jealous of the wisdom reflected in them; now all he sees in the man’s eyes is a cool denial and a willingness to forget.

  “Chief Silamo. I trust we have not come at a bad time.”

  Standing between the izulu, the living room becomes small, suffocating. Silamo feels his throat closing around the acrid meat-rot stench of the beasts. “Little bit, actually,” he says. “Little bit of one, yes.”

  The lieutenant general’s grin stretches his jaw line as he laughs. “Forgive me, then. This interruption won’t last long. I am correct in assuming you are still active chief of police here, yes?”

  The izulu to Zuma’s left unfurls a hand from its folded wing and scratches its hooked beak. Silamo has seen these hands; surprised at first, yes, because the carrion-eaters these creatures so closely resemble in body do not possess hands, but the izulu they are at heart, of course, do. The skin is leathery and pale, like their faces, rippled like faded scar tissue; their wings seem stitched into the arms, he can see where these stitches begin and then are obscured by the dark feathers. Unlike the three-pronged talons of their feet, their hands are small and five-pronged, like fingers, though they are also talons. In the center of the hand—the palm—something crimson stains the paleness but Silamo can’t see it clearly. The tip of what would be the izulu’s index finger scratches at its beak, then disappears beneath its wing with a sound like a tent-flap closing.

  Silamo remembers when he was last active as police chief, his first tactical maneuver when this all began, three weeks ago: to evacuate downtown Pretoria, primarily the university and administrative district, which were being hit the hardest with what early reports claimed were guerrilla attacks of unknown origin. Civilian witnesses swore to seeing bombs dropped, non-exploding bombs, they said, or silent exploders: one second a dark streak through the sky, soundless, and the next a body on the steps of the courthouse, or what was once a body, all the things that made it a body now splattered outside of it in a bloody sea. Silamo assembled a team and went in with his lofty goals of establishing perimeters, setting up road checks, rushing the injured to waiting mobile medical units. There were no injured, of course; the izulu left no injured.

  The SANDF were still mobilizing air-strike units, so until then all Silamo was meant to do was get the civilians to safety and attempt to positively identify the bombers, the shooters, whomever. As the carnage seemed localized at the university, Silamo moved in on the campus with a small contingent of officers. They swept the place, clearing out students who had taken refuge under desks and inside closets, staff who had barricaded themselves in their offices with ineffectually stacked waste bins and orthopedic roller chairs. There was no damage inside the buildings, no terrorist waiting with bombs or guns. The remnants of the attack were smeared along the main building’s steps, the sidewalk, the streets for three blocks in every direction. Bodies moldering in the afternoon sun, attracting flies and rodents with the collective allure of decay.

  His officers met no resistance inside the university nor throughout their respective sweeps of the three-square-block radius. Silamo made the call to load up the civilians and take them out of the strike zone. He was ready to report to the SANDF that there would be no need for an air unit; whoever had perpetuated these attacks was gone now, damage done. Van doors slammed closed around him as he stood next to his vehicle, trying not to look at the bodies in the streets, or to breathe too deeply through his nose. He would have to call in a cleaner, and of course the coroner would have to examine what was left of the bodies, to determine cause of death. What sorts of bombs were these? What sort of people launched an attack in this manner?

  He waited beside his vehicle while the others evacuated, smoking a cigarette. His wife was always trying to get him to quit, for Heaven’s sake. He felt the things he’d seen today warranted at least one cigarette, maybe two.

  As he opened the car door and stamped out the cigarette stub, he caught movement in the shadows of a bank across the street. He waited a moment, squinting into the darkness of the alley. There, he saw it again. His hand moved to the pistol at his waist, and he closed his door and started across the street. From behind him, a woman’s voice shouted, “Help me!”

  He turned and saw a slender woman crawling on her elbows from beneath a truck parked four cars down from his. She appeared unhurt but she was shaking badly and her face was red and puffy from crying, her hair and light blue pantsuit dirty from having hidden under the truck for so long.

  “You, there!” He called to her. She was trying to stand up, using the truck to brace herself, continuing to shout for help. He strode toward her, saying, “I’m here. I’ll help you.”

  One second it was not there, and the next it was. It was on her in a blink; he could not even say if he had blinked, but there it was, like an apparition. She was stooped, her hands groping the hood of the truck as she struggled to stand. Then the talons were in her, stabbing just beneath the shoulder blades. The massive thing was something Silamo was unable to comprehend; six feet away from it and he couldn’t describe it as anything other than the mythological izulu, though it was a vulture, a mutated bird of prey, as he would later tell it, and a devil, a demon, a bad dream.

  It could have disappeared with the woman as quickly as it appeared on top of her, but it lingered. It pushed its wings against the air and pulled her from the truck, from the safety of the ground. Silamo felt the wind move around him with the movement of the thing’s wings, a span that doubled its size. It hovered over the truck, looking down at Silamo; Silamo was certain it looked down at him. Its orange eyes saw him. It beat its wings slowly, purposefully, and it let the woman in its grasp squirm and scream, and it made no sound, no sound but the wind. It was Christ-like, Silamo will remember thinking later: the spread of its wings, the sun glaring behind it, its extreme calm and severe intention as it hovered there, seeing Silamo, making sure Silamo saw it.

  Another non-blink and it was gone. Only then did Silamo bring up his pistol. Only then could he move; only then could he feel the warm trickle of urine down his thigh.

  That was three weeks ago. He knew he should have died. The thing should have grabbed him. It let him live, which frightened him. Because it was purposeful, calculating. They wanted him to know they were back so that he could report it to the SANDF. A civilian, a mass of civilians, could be discredited, ignored, accused of madness or attempting to incite panic. But he was chief of police. Someone would listen to him. Someone important would listen, and they would know: the izulu had declared another war.

  Back in the house, Lt. Gen. Zuma’s bemused remark pulls Silamo into the present: “My apologies if the question is too difficult.”

  Silamo’s chest aches with the breath he only just now realizes he has yet to release. Painfully, he exhales. Forcing himself to look at Zuma, he concedes, “Yes, I’m still the chief. What can I do for you?”

  “How about a cup of tea?”

  “Yes. Yes, of course. All right.”

  Silamo steps backwards through the kitchen archway, and Zuma finally catches on. “Oh my,” he says, “I forgot. Do they bother you that much? Very well, they’ll stay here.”

  The izulu remain as sentries in the living room while Zuma follows Silamo—who still does not turn his back on the lieutenant general—into the kitchen. Zuma’s boots click across the hardwood. Silamo remembers himself enough to pull out a chair for hi
m. His own heel knocks into the dropped mug and crunches the chipped-off ceramic handle.

  Zuma looks down, then back up, that disarming smile still stitched on. “Not too careful today, are we?”

  The back of Silamo’s neck begins to sweat. He attempts to smile but then drops it. Bending down to retrieve the ceramic pieces, he says, “My mind has been on other things.”

  Zuma sits at the corner of the table, resting his hands, wrist over wrist, across the top, and crossing his right leg over his left thigh. His back is straight, his eyes steady, his smile constant. He does not remove his hat. His eyes shift over Silamo’s shoulder and he points a lazy finger. “Incredible view.”

  Silamo places the mug shards in the sink and looks out the same window. The smoke has thickened and is rising higher. Sounds from the street are rising too: screams and cries, angry shouts, car alarms, things breaking. The smell of sulfur is beginning to seep into the house as well. Fire and brimstone, Silamo thinks. He feels uneasy with his back to Zuma so he grabs two fresh mugs and turns around.

  “What type of tea, then?”

  It seems the most absurd question anyone could ask in the midst of a war, but if Zuma insists on these sorts of pleasantries, Silamo is determined to play along.

  “Rooibos. Always been my favorite. You have it?”

  Zuma’s eyes, and his smile, never leave Silamo as he fills the kettle with water and starts the gas burners. He places two tea bags in the mugs, pulls out a chair for himself across the table from Zuma and sits. He is careful to keep his hands on the tabletop so the lieutenant general can see he has no secrets. If he turns his head even slightly to the left he can see both izulu through the archway. He focuses on Zuma.

  “I stopped by headquarters before coming here,” Zuma says. “It’s completely barricaded. Are there officers inside?”

  “Some. It was their choice. Others I’ve sent to Jozi to assist with military operations. As per your orders.”